I am unsure if she is calling out to me.
I decided to pull 2 cards from my Shapeshifter Tarot Deck and asked the following questions:
- What is my current relationship with Morrigan?
- What can I do to improve my relationship?
The answer to the second question was "The Shapeshifter," a card that signals a time of self-introspection.
At first glance, I got the impression that she was immediately rejecting forming a relationship with me for whatever reason. I can't begin to understand Her needs and Her goals. I admit that I was a little bit discouraged and I wondered for a split second what could be wrong with me. That was the moment something clicked.
Perhaps all of this is a test to determine if I will stick with it. Perhaps this is her way of telling me that I need to decide what I want before a final decision is made. I choose, possibly incorrectly, to believe that she is giving me a moment to think things over and make a rational decision and go from there.
I still intend to honor her during my Samhain celebration with a poem that I will write (I should get on that). I reckon that showing someone respect isn't a bad thing even if there's a possibility that they don't want anything to do with you. At most, she'd ignore me and at worst, she'd scold me for annoying her.
For the followers of Morrigan, has something like this happened to you? I'd love to get your perspective.
On a side note, as I finished writing this post, I was overcome with the scent of apples. What could that mean?
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